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well...
Well I found out the love of my life, is still the love of my life. I think this will be a good place to let things out. I have gone into a mass depression with all the shit that has been going on in my life. I miss my son, I miss Kristina, I miss my life. Some days I swear that God is up there laughing at me. If I knew that anyone would not hurt me, it would be him. He took my first son away from me, weather it be for a good reason or not, I never got to spend any time with him. At least I got to hold him for a little while. He fit right in the palm of my hands. Not sure why I've been thinking about him lately but I have. I guess it's because I know he's near me. He would be 12 now. He would almost be a teenager 8/.
Dear Lord,
I need help. I need the strength to get through life. I need you in my life again, please help. I'm opening my heart to you Lord. Lead me in the things that I need to do, not for me, not for anyone else, but for you Lord. I know I have backslide a lot and I need to be redirected. I pray that Kristina makes it back okay and that nothing happens to her. I pray that you lead her back to me. I know that you see that I need her. She made me complete Lord. Out of all the stuff that I have been through Lord, she has made me happy. I know that she doesn't see that so I need you to guide to that. I miss her Lord. I need your help Lord. My heart is open for you! HELP! Amen
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